Shadow Of A Soul

Another day you can't open your eyes sun shines on your face as your mind is burning to ashes.
You are lost in these meaningless days you want to shout but you can't even talk.
Nothing is important now but you can't forget the dark nights which you are fully awake in them just like the day after them.
The Unwanted things you want to do start again
Fake smiles and bitter vigorous tries
An eternal sadness in your meaningful eyes, rotting in your dreams the reason of your bitter life.

Alone, tired and broken with two chained wings
Just like a black and white book Covered by dust
Somehow old like a forsaken keepsake
In your every page is a hidden meaning
In your every page is an Ignored feeling
A thousand Unknown words hidden in you
With contrasts which always roam inside you
Any time you try to move
You will get thrown back
You can't stay but they won't let you go
Like me and like many others who were like us in their lives
We were those who their  dreams only became written in child hood literature compositions
We are those Who lost our dreams
To betrayal and forced thoughts
To the truths of their lives
To bigotry and lies

Every one you turn to ask for help turns out to be a stone statue
And you have become less expecting from those who live around you because they don't even see you
Sometimes you think in this world you can never win
And your mind starts to taunt you
And you start to feel ill
You could've been the best if they hadn't cut your hope from you
And now you realize that you have become a shadow of past
Unknown and forgotten even your shadow has left you
Standing alone on your own as a shadow of a soul
Lost in this endless strife, you're just sick of this life
And I know it's hard to make it through
Cause I feel just like you